Accessing subconscious wisdom : Dark Feminine Freedom
Emerging from my birthday chrysalis and honoring this full moon, a steady through line is highlighted – applying the depth of my capacity to delve into the subconscious and bridge these mercurial learnings back to the conscious mind.
In work as the founder of Earth Body Temple, I have been observing that the archetype of the dark feminine iš cresting in the collective consciousness. Briefly, the dark feminine is associated with the : subconscious, wild, undomesticated, instinctual, passionate, fearless, liberatory, transformative, fertile void as well as Eros, righteous rage, dissolution, and decomposition.
I describe my autism as a raw exposed nervous system that results in a mind boggling depth of detail in my sensory perception that is exponentially higher resolution than average. This often overwhelming sensitivity is a gift and a challenge and leads to an unusually intense life.
I am unable to turn these perceptions off, and when I attempt to censor the findings I become a dysregulated canary out of alignment with my justice sensitivity, which gets tricky when the insights are related to interpersonal behavior, hierarchical systems, or the culture at large.
While learning how to work with this ‘naked emperor’ honesty, I have run into challenges when others are not prepared to receive these vulnerable, revelatory, and life-altering insights. I am learning that I have to discover ways to provide informed consent to those around me about my tendency towards truthful transparency. I am attempting to define this role as a healer-jester or a motivational Movement Muse. I welcome novel frames on how to explain these proclivities.
Thankfully, the unique gift of these traits can come through to you in providing a deep perspective tracking how your subconscious communicates through your body and through my acting as an ally in bringing these stirrings to your conscious awareness. This elucidation helps you redirect patterns of behavior and happenstance nervous system regulation techniques into directions that are more supportive to your wellness. I apply this somatic therapy informed attunement to provide nuanced perspective in how your subconscious translates through your soma so that you can experience greater thriving through a deepend connection to yourself, others, and the Transpersonal.
If you are experiencing confusion, wishing to expand your access to your own embodied wisdom, or seeking subconscious support, please reply.
On this full moon in capricorn, additional methods to connect to the dark feminine include :
~ Reorienting away from chronos – linear clock time, and towards kairos – sacred, cyclically aligned timing.
~ Practicing utilizing your intuition in low stakes scenarios.
~Deepening into a lucid dreaming practice {on the suggestion of a congregant I have begun meditating in my lucid dreams and this not only stabilizes dreaming, but also results in Siddhis such as levitation}
~Perceiving life from inside of your body, especially through your generative organs.
~Honoring the night and spending time in the darkness.
As a birthday gift to help me illuminate my path : what unique traits / skills / experiences have we shared that point to my purpose? If we all suddenly received UBI and you could give me a completely new job that has never before existed based on my passions, what would it be?
How does you subconscious speak to you?